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10. What DBT Taught Me About Leadership that My Leadership Program Didn’t

4/10/2019

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What DBT Taught Me About Leadership that My Leadership Program Didn't

1. When life presents you with problems, what are your options?
SOLVE THE PROBLEM.
FEEL BETTER ABOUT THE PROBLEM.
TOLERATE THE PROBLEM.
STAY MISERABLE.

2. To understand behavior,
describe the PROBLEM BEHAVIOR,
the PROMPTING EVENT,
the factors happening
that made you VULNERABLE,
in excruciating detail the CHAIN OF EVENTS,
the CONSEQUENCES
Describe
skillful behavior to head off the problem 

3. Mindfulness
Touch something
a leaf, a flower
pay attention to 
taste of each mouthful
when 
chewing
notice when you have the urge to swallow.
When worries go round and round
Gaze at your mind
Try not to jump on the train
Do this when you feel lonely 

4. Guidelines for Objectives Effectiveness: Getting What You Want
Stick to the facts.
Express your FEELINGS and OPINIONS
​Assert
ASKING for what you want or SAYING NO
keep replaying the same thing again and again
No saying, "I'm not sure," etc.
Tolerate
the discussion even if it gets painful
Abandon blame.
Acknowledge the valid.

5. When deciding how firm or intense you want to be in asking or saying no, think about:
other
or you own capability
priorities
The degree of give and take 
RELATIONSHIP shaky? Consider reducing intensity.
Would saying no violate
rights? 
make you feel bad about yourself
regret or resent saying no
Do you know what you are agreeing to?
If NO, raise the intensity.

6. when someone else invalidates you
Describe 
in a matter-of-fact way
your mind
Check the facts.
stand up 
if you are correct or 
reasonable
Accept that it hurts
feel the pain.
talk to yourself with 
compassion
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9. I came to Carolina in a waking dream

4/9/2019

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​for vicki 

I came to Carolina in a waking dream
limbs glued in broken shapes, predator faces pasted to the backside of eyelids
     But you called me by my name
I stumbled through the motions of fun
method acting recovery, every lecture hall a stage where I played another character
     But you called me by my name
I wheezed out a long list of joyful accidents
smiles that left shadows on my face, breathless and apologetically jumbled
     But you called me by my name
I doubt the girl in the mirror still
shame clouding her features, blurring time lines such that I am dragged back sometimes
     But you remind me of that light in my pen, the poetry in my mind; your embrace recalls my skin
     No matter how my humanity disguised, you always knew and called my name
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8. Body Meets Dress/Dress Meets Body

4/8/2019

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Body Meets Dress/Dress Meets Body
Lumpish thing, beautiful bumpish thing
breathing in my chest, blow bubble with cold sweat
pausing on an unplucked brow, perched above a smooth forehead long outgrown
the acne.
Cover Girl
pretty tumor skirt
sum of time-outs, low grades, belt buckle spankings
of every dandelion blown, every prayer answered in one way or another
all the borders crossed
Hyphenated model, purgatory fashion, neither Heaven/Hell would take me
nonbeliever and skeptic
faithful culture traitor.
Mutilate me perfect
carve up a smile or pretty blush
but mouth stays gaping, delivering political thought
a dangerously educated metastasis.
Dress me up Barbie, parade around the gawkers who grimace with envy
and revulsion at my dress body
inside turned outside, visible diseased brain
no hiding
no longer.
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7. "Hey, how are you!"

4/7/2019

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"Hey, how are you!"

>Behind on everything, deadlines have tacked up Wanted posters with a bounty on my head.
>Undermedicated, overmedicated, sleep-deprived, etc.
>My upper traps, neck, and both wrists ache. Prognosis is bleak. 
>I burnt a bag of popcorn in the microwave last night; my apartment smells like an unsatisfying emergency.
>Feeling ugly, unoriginal, useless. 
>Good.
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6. day at the park

4/6/2019

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day at the park

brown bullet
DASHING
spotted fire dog tall and long 
chase chase NIP the muzzle

bark. 

! 

BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK 
voice girl treat.
water 
water thirst tongue water SPLASH paddle paddle paddle padd--
voice girl treat. 

green bounce fuzz. 
green bounce fuzz green bounce fuzz green bounce fuzz FLY
FLYING
chase 
faster than black and white run dog faster than wiggle cream bark dog faster than skinny red needle dog
green bounce fuzz BOUNCE dirt BOUNCE dirt snap tumble BALL! 

voice girl treat green fuzz ball. 
FLYING FLYING brown curly tail dog got green fuzz ball water big water 
splash 
splash splash voice girl
dirt
rub dirt rub dirt rub dirt
voicegirldirtvoicegirldirtvoicegirldirtmudvoicegirldirtmud

up ground far away 
wiggle
gate harness gate shake mud
shake mud mud 
gate tug gate car? 
​
car?
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5. Morning in the Woods

4/5/2019

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Morning in the Woods,
a poem in the Tang style

The sun rises slow and soft
touching my body aloft
In my hammock in a tree
a sweet breeze toward me wafts
Too soon, I begin to cough
clearing my lungs of the frost
that chilled every breath last night 
but this view is worth the cost

http://www.indiana.edu/~e232/14-Poems.pdf
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4. birthday girl turns 22

4/4/2019

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birthday girl turns 22

1. eyes open. turn. eyes close. dog rattles her cage. birthday girl gets out of bed.
2. dog does 1 pee, 1 poo within the first block of walk. morning is warm, so dog and birthday girl do another block before breakfast.
3. kibble portioned, poured. birthday girl goes back to bed.
4. dog leapt on birthday girl on bed. ow. dog's nails need trimming.
5. birthday girl is in her underwear and nothing else in front of full-length mirror. research paper is due at midnight, but birthday girl wants to go back to bed. black mesh two-piece, a little sliver of skin; birthday girl dresses for success.
6. starbucks for free coffee. birthday girl pulls up research paper and reads the news in another tab for an hour. 
7. coffee makes birthday girl poop. 
8. birthday girl packs up and walks home. this is a private toilet kind of poop.
9. roommate wonders why bathroom smells bad. 
10. birthday girl flips on fan.
11. sigh. only half a page of text at half past noon. bake a big cookie in a pan to cope.
12. wonder if friends remembered?
13. drives to boyfriend's. 
14. boyfriend plays local indie band music; birthday girl hunches over her laptop. 
15. birthday girl is 3 pages in when time to leave for dinner function. hope it doesn't run long.
16. dinner function is delayed because attendees are watching final minutes of basketball game on lobby flatscreen. birthday girl is too short to see over tops of heads. no idea who's winning.
17. birthday girl pretends everyone is there to celebrate her birthday.
18. drops hints. some people catch on and ask about plans. research paper, birthday girl says. oh, they say.
19. game is over. someone won. conversely, someone lost.
20. finally, dinner. 
21. birthday girl turns in paper at 12:05 am. birthday girl now ex-birthday girl. go home. 
22. big cookie comes out of oven. roommate, seeing this, produces candles. other roommates emerge from rooms. boyfriend lights candles. surprise. 
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3. A fork tilts, clatters

4/3/2019

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A fork tilts, clatters
tuning my audience in to the rising pitch of me
busting free from patience caging soundbites from the day
My plate untouched, spoon in air, conducting bits of NPR and
NYT and comments section
of Fox News
I ooze from class to class to meeting across the quad and up the stairs and 
the guns won’t stop firing; kids keep waiting for parents who won’t come; the aid is a weapon; lobsters feel themselves boiling; the survivors keep dying; too cold for potatoes; the border buckles
My insides are plastered with headlines and hot takes
banged out with abandon like a tantrum’s fists against keys
I am hemmorhaging this uncooked mess of compassion and distress
as dinner sits untouched
tablemates politely nod
and the world spins madly on

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2. Caracas can see every star tonight

4/2/2019

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Caracas can see every star tonight,
black sky an oily mirror gazing
back at a burning capital;
the people's anger is the only light.
Tear gas fingerprints dot a pattern on the streets
squint awhile and perhaps, see
among the United States' tangled puppet strings:
interim champion
elected abuser
aid forgotten, stones tossed, human pawns reset
The sun dreads the hour of return 
to the mistakes yesterday left
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1. Nipsey, living

4/1/2019

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Nipsey, living 
master, maker, marathoner 
of money feeding hungry geniuses
restless in Crenshaw residential
Wish-granter, flower and pollinator after the rain

he walks, shadow giant,
past low-rises calling
​his name

Nipsey, living
heat in business incubator
down the street from the rink where 
black kids roll to oldie records
Hip-hop, big culture, 
futures in young ears
transforming all those dreams
in heads of engineers

Nipsey, living
​lapping victors, finish line forgotten
he's going further, model for all of the others
Nipsey, living
living
legacy
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